Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Some Girls Just Freak Me Out.

            So, I haven't posted in a little bit but I've been thinking. Life is always changing and people change and seasons change and ect. In life, you come to know yourself better than anyone else and then you change so you are always re-finding yourself over and over and over again. In the course of re-finding yourself, some things never change and those are the things that make you, you.  Am I making sense or have I completely lost you yet? Just try to stay with me.... I want to define myself for you... It may seem stupid and this may come out as my hopeless romantic side or the slightly less morbid side but either way it should be interesting.....

1- Art.
            A- Music. Any shape, form, style of music I will listen to it.  Ask anyone who has ever rode in a car with me. I really like opera but I haven't really had the time or resources to get into it the way I want to. But seriously, classical to pop to rap to screamo to country to opera I will listen to and get into it. My favorite kinda of music is the songs that I can sing to. Even if it doesn't have words... I'll make up my own if I have to.
            B- Artwork. I'm not creative enough... No, I don't have the ability to rightfully express my love of artwork. I love paintings and doodles and sketches. They are the visual appearance of a person's self. Pieces of artwork shows people a side of them that they wouldn't normally get to see.
           C. Words. Writing, poetry, plays... You name it. Anything that has words in it I'll read it. I don't even know what got me into reading in the first place. I remember hating to read and then one day it was like I grabbed a book and I never set it down.

2- Hippies.
              I am a hippy at heart. I don't care what anyone else says but I am. I love tie-dyed and flowers and peace signs.

3- Love.
            When it comes to love, I fall and when I fall, I fall hard till I hit rock bottom of love-ness. I don't take things like that lightly. When I say it, I mean it. Whether it be with family, friends, or boyfriends. I love with all of my heart and with every ounce of myself being. It comes with being such a nice person and how I always see the good in people, even when it's not there.

4- Nature.
             I live for the smell of honey suckles. I love the moon and all of its phases. I have to admit that my favorite phase is the new moon.... Mainly because the moon's light is not overpowering the stars. Stars are my favorite thing in the world. I say that you can't truly be alone when you look at the stars because there is always someone looking at them with you. Think about it... I'm right. My favorite season is fall. It has perfect weather. It's at that point where it goes from warm to cool which is different from spring(cool to warm) because I much prefer it being cool/cold outside than 102 degrees with 80% humidity. I love watching the leaves change and the clouds pass by. I love the way my front lawn smells after the grass is first cut. I love waking up early and making hot chocolate and sitting on my front porch and watching the sun rise. I love listing to the birds in the morning and the crickets at night. I love animals. Any and all of them. I've always been an animal person and kind hearted when it comes to saving them.

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Yeah... I don't have a five... But this is me in a nut shell. That's really all that I have for tonight. I've been feeling kinda bad lately and I'm at work but until next time, peace, love, and whatever else helps you sleep at night.

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