Well, I consider this epic. Random conversation Number Two has taken place today. It is official. I can't handle all this back and forth form either party A nor B. I wish that they would make up their minds so I could have some clue of what my life has in hold for me. I need to know their intentions.
Wait.... I hold the key to my future. I know this. It just seems so difficult when I care. Maybe I should just become the Anti-Maureena. Maybe that would make everything better. Become a rude and hateful person that is always selfish.... But that isn't me. I might just become a nun and say deuces to boys in general, although that would be hard because I am defiantly not Catholic... I just wish that it was easier to let go and say bye. I care for you and all but I deserve better than the emotional roller-coaster that is your every day to day life style. But no, I can't have that luxury because I actually have a conciseness and these things called "feelings" that won't allow me to. Maybe I should just sleep on it and hope that tomorrow things will be different when I wake up... IDK man...
Until next time... Peace, love, and whatever else helps you sleep at night...
Please leave comments if you wish... It makes me feel cool on the inside. :)
P.S.--- Sorry if this one was a cliff hanger too! I don't want to post ALL the details on the internet, ya know.. If all else fails when can talk about it in person... <-----(You know who you are lol)
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