That's it. I may be a coward for not wanting someone to put me down. Sure, I'm a bitch because I have feelings. BUT, you, who can do no wrong, are a hypocrit. Just because we went through two different scenaiors at the same time does not mean that yours was more extreme or worse than mine. What a douche thing to say. And yes, I did put this in my blog. I thought, "Hey, maybe we can still be friends." And now that I've gotten mad enought ot put feelings aside I have realize that this is your fault. For once I refuse to take the blame for this. YOU changed and then expected me to change too. I should NEVER have to change for ANYONE to care about me. I know that I have done some things wrong in the past. I accept that. Everybody make mistakes but being honest was NEVER one of them. Put your self in my shoes. Picture me telling you this: "To be honest, when you told me how you felt it pissed me off." Wait, wait, wait... Were you or were you not the one that told me to open up and tell you how I felt. And believe it or not it wasn't the first time that you got mad over how I felt. And I'M the wrong person? That right there proves that this is all your doing and you are the one who is wrong and PLEASE, don't tell me how I feel about you or anything else in general. You are not me and you don't know how I feel so it is not your place to tell me how I feel. At least I never said I love you, I don't love you, and I love you again all within 2 weeks. I stayed constant with it. And you know what, yeah, I had friends that helped me through you being gone but what you have still failed to realize it that THEY didn't understand how I was feeling. You, on the other hand, just like everyone else in your platoon felt similar things because all of you were going through the same thing together. THAT'S what I meant. But wait, I'm wrong again, aren't I because I'm telling you my point of view. I keep forgetting that that is just NOT acceptable. I'm sooo sorry.
OH, I forgot. You are no longer attending my poor pity party... HA! I'm just pissed and if this pisses you off... Oh freaking Well. You always leave anyways when it gets tough because honestly, thinking about it right now... I think you're not brave enough to face this and I'm the coward? You and your anger issues make you a lousy excuse of a boy, I doubt anyone could classify you as a man if they tried.. So go ahead. Yell at me and chew me out and and keep calling me a screw up and make sure that I grasp how stupid I am. I don't care. I'm closing this chapter of my life. Call me whatever you want as long as it helps you sleep better at night.
&P.S-- That girl that is going to treat you right probably will have STD's cause most hookers do... Soooo be careful with that. K?THANKS!BYE!
To My OTHER Readers...
I hope you have a SUPER-FANTASTIC-DAY!!!!! I have a feeling that my future blogs with have a MUCH happier me!!!!!!!!!! ANNDDDD! ILY all dearly!!!! Be sure to leave any thoughts, comments, and opinions!
Deuces!
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